I Am the Sea

Since childhood, the sea has been a symbolic environment for me, a space of psychological certainty and special support. To this day, swimming across its expanse becomes more than a physical act; it is a movement inward, a way to reassemble myself and return to what feels essential. In the water, I shed all my roles: not a daughter, not a mother, not a wife, not an artist. I am simply myself. There is neither time nor space, only presence.

The sea occupies the same terrain as my dreams and early memories — irrational, but never hostile. It collaborates. Each real encounter with it brings me back to the origins of my creative impulse. Over time, I began to wonder why a physical experience gives rise to something so metaphysical. To explore this, I turned to Jungian thought and classical Greek myth, where the sea is the realm of the unconscious, and the shape-shifting god Proteus becomes a figure shaped by dream logic, a personification of the deep, untamed forces of the psyche.

By tracing this personal dialogue with the sea, I seek to make visible the mechanism of an inward shift. In a world fragmented by an excess of information, urgency, and noise, presence slips away. This project centres on the sea not as subject, but as medium, a passage to what lies beneath the surface. For me, that passage is swimming. For someone else, it might be a walk in the forest, a film, or silence. The method doesn’t matter. What matters is the return, however brief, to what feels truly one’s own.

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